So What Was This 2018 In Music Anyway?

2018 was a new world for me in many ways.

I am now a father and my life is so very different in 2018. My priorities, the joy I feel, my newfound affinity for "dad rock..."

In 2018 I also finished that crazy aEfaE project, so my music listening returned to focusing on the present.

I decided to try out a streaming service at this point because aEfaE showed me that I have spent too much money on my music library and it is too big. I went with Apple Music because it would incorporate with my existing music library, except when it didn't. There are random songs missing from my library in Apple Music when I own them via legit, artist-supporting ways. Which means I have to add them if I want to listen to them on my phone, and then my itunes shows two versions of a track. So I think I might try Spotify and keep my library as a separate entity. For reference and for things that are not available on said 'fy.

But yeah, everything relating to how I consume music was different in 2018. I'm trying to figure out this new world. If I already tried to consume too much by buying too much, having access to almost everything compounds that issue. In any given week, there are at least 3-4 new albums worth checking out if I don't have to pay for them. And looking at the list below, the majority of my favorite stuff is not the obvious stuff I knew I'd like before I gave it a shot.

And I mostly only listen to music in the car on the way to/from work and daycare. Sometimes when rocking the baby to sleep. And when I was putting forth effort into working out, music was sometimes involved. But that's not enough time spent listening when there is so much music.

So in 2018, there was too much music for me to digest. If anyone has any suggestions on how to handle this in 2019, please let me know. Or I can just become one of those 35+ year-olds who doesn't bother with all this new music. Maybe I should go back to only listening to one or two genres. Or let my FOMO go and not try to hear all of the things that people like. Because this too much music thing makes it very hard to appreciate music on a deeper level, on a level that rewards repeated, devoted listening. And that's my sweet spot.

Sidenote: How come the Blogger YouTube search function sucks and doesn't come up with most of the things I'm looking for? Then I can go to YouTube and find it and use the embed HTML code to put it here? Annoying, but at least it works. I should've tried that during AEFAE.

Anyway, here is what stuck out to me.

Honorable Mentions

Or: Things I Want to Talk About But Mostly Just A Little Bit
Or: Things That Were Interesting But Not Good Enough
Or: Things That Were Probably Good Enough But I Wouldn't Know Because There Are Only So Many Hours In The Day

This section is rather large. I kind of turned it into an Ear for an Era type post, feeling the need to cover a lot of ground. But that also reflects how much darn music I consumed! There's a lot more that I did not honorably mention, mostly because I didn't have enough time to devote but is promising and maybe someday I'll hear it (yeah right).

Right away I just want to write about that compilation Dr. Demento Covered In Punk. It came out in January or so. I heard about it because "Weird Al" covered The Ramones on it. That cover was pretty well publicized, of course. But there is so much more going on here. This is a compilation of my junior high self and my high school self (as in my major development of musical taste). All the stuff from before I "liked music" and the stuff from once I "fell face first into my obsession with music." Because as I have written about in this blog, music used to be just a source of amusement for me. "Weird Al" Yankovic was the first artist I obsessively bought everything by. And it was because it was so very funny to me. Because his humor is Very Much My Humor (TM). And when I wanted a stereo with a CD player because it was a cool thing to want, and my parents were like "but you don't listen to music," my only argument was that I listened to "Weird Al" tapes. Then I got the CD player and started getting "Weird Al" CDs. But I didn't really like other music (some Presidents of the United States of America maybe, but they were also pretty novelty-heavy). Then I got some Cartoon Planet CDs when I discovered that amazing show. Which was more Very Much My Humor (TM). My first Christmas album was Dr. Demento Presents The Greatest Christmas Novelty CD of All Time. Novelty music was the music for me. And then along came ska and with it, punk. And it was a whole different thing. And I became obsessed with music forever and now I feel the need to write a blog to keep up with it all in some way. So a compilation that combines novelty music and punk is a very personal thing to me. And it is Very Much My Humor (TM). And the punk is very much legit punk. In 1998 this compilation would have totally blown my mind. In 2018, this compilation totally blows my mind. I only like around half the songs (hence it only being an Honorable Mention), but I don't care. The fact that this exists is insanity to me. Talking too deeply about it seems like it ruins it though. It's best to listen to it blind, not knowing what's coming up, and taking it in. But I will just say that Brak's cover of "Institutionalized" by Suicidal Tendencies is maybe the most perfect culmination of what this CD aims to be, and it really seems like the song was written specifically for Brak.

Brak "Institutionalized"

And that is more than I will talk about anything else in this blog post.

Some other bands/artists from my past put out some fun music as well. The Smoking Popes' original lineup had their first album in 20ish years. It includes some very Popesy gems as well as some cheesy songs. Cursive put out their first album with a cello (though not with that cellist) in 15ish years and it's probably their best album in that period (though it's been something of a rocky period). I certainly enjoyed it more than their last several albums. Hot Snakes had a big reunion and continued to be as awesome as ever. I went to the show for that one.

Titus Andronicus and of Montreal each put out full length albums consisting of a few long tracks. In Titus Andronicus' case, it was enjoyable and loose, though some of those songs went on too long. As for of Montreal, it was their best album in a while.

Oddly enough, I quite enjoyed the new one by The Good, The Bad, and The Queen. I say "oddly" because I had begun to reach Damon Albarn Fatigue with those last couple Gorillaz albums and I wasn't particularly into the first TGTBaTQ album. But I'll be damned.

Zeal & Ardor - Stranger Fruit. That was an interesting concept and a couple of the songs were truly awesome. I'm excited to see where this project goes! Next year they're touring with Deafheaven; they are pretty reliably awesome and this year was no exception. I also was really into that Sumac album.

There is a weird lineage of awesome rock that goes from Sleater-Kinney (obviously awesome) to Wild Flag (not too surprisingly awesome) to Ex Hex (starting to get the idea here, awesome) to Bat Fangs (who I just stumbled upon not having known of their existence, but it was exactly what I was expecting). Their self titled album (are any of these bands going to put out a second album? or does it matter because we are still consistently getting awesome music under different variations of similar concepts?) is obviously great. I just can't wait for whatever random band offshoots from Bat Fangs!

I was a bit surprised at how much I enjoyed Big Red Machine. I almost didn't even bother adding it to my library because members of The National have so many side projects going that it's not really worth trying to keep up. And Justin Vernon has a few projects of his own. But damn, did all involved create something unique and beautiful.

I never really got into the music of John Spencer. I remember when "Weird Al" directed a John Spencer Blues Explosion music video and that piqued my interest but it didn't go anywhere because I mostly just wanted punk rock at the time. And years later, the song in Baby Driver was rad. Then late this year, he put out an album called Spencer Sings the Hits. Since Spencer is my son's name, I thought it would be amusing on some level to check it out. Plus I saw a review of this album that made it sound awesome. And it turns out it is awesome. Just trashy dirty awesome rock and roll that I crave.

What a year it was for hip hop, eh? In addition to some of the stuff in the real list, there was just so much and I'm still not very good at writing about it. But Knife Knights' 1 Time Mirage was something special. Kind of a side project for Ishmael Butler of Shabazz Palaces, it had the jams and headiness I like from them. What else? Well, Dr. Octagon's actual return was overlooked by pretty much everybody. Not like it was an especially great album but there was a track with Deltron 3030 so that was awesome. I think Kool Keith has been pretty reliably great the last couple years. Of course, Black Thought put out his first solo material and both of those EPs are just bars and bars from the best. And Earl Sweatshirt seems to really be elevating the game on Some Rap Songs. Noname came out with Room 25 and the description was exactly what I'd been searching for and really delivered on that promise. I still haven't seen the movie Sorry to Bother You but the soundtrack album (EP?) by The Coup was fantastic, with Tune-Yards' fingerprints all over it. Just so much energy. I didn't fall as heavily for Vince Staples' new one but no matter, it's one of his "in between" years when he puts out something minor. To me it just sounded like a good rap album as opposed to some genre defying masterpiece.

Jean Grae and Quelle Chris put out an album together called Everything's Fine. It was a lot of fun and had comedians doing guest spots and such, but I just wished there had been more Jean Grae on it!

I came back to that Kilo Kish EP quite a bit this year as well. I'm assuming she's going to put out something amazing in the near future.

Oh, and all-time favorite Elvis Costello. I think Look Now is at least his best since The Delivery Man. That was his first official album with The Imposters. This one really catches the sound of The Imposters as their own entity. The groove of the bass. And the songs and the words. He's always got some lyrical gems and they are plentiful here, especially in those ballads.

I was destined to have a soft spot for the new one from Phosphorescent, C'est La Vie. I had a soft spot for his previous album, and this time he's singing about fatherhood. And it seems very dorky when he sings about "thinking about another beer." And I am on board with that. Thinking about another beer and maybe an order of jalapeno poppers for me and my friends, you know? I can't think of anything about Phosphorescent that should make the music stand out to me. But I love it. And this was an album I listened to on multiple occasions with my own beautiful baby boy, trying to get him to fall asleep. He seemed to like it ok too.

As I write this, I'm hearing Lucy Dacus' Historian for the first time. There was too much to check out and some things had to slip! So I first heard her when there was all that hype around boygenius. That EP is wonderful, though it didn't quite grab me like it seemed to grab everyone else. But it is just the type of thing I could find myself loving after spending enough time with it. Now the Dacus album is starting to pick up. I really like this. If I'd spent proper time with it I could see it being on the "real" list below. Oh, and now the song "The Shell" is hitting me a little too close to home. Damn.

I have to call out another very special record called Childqueen by Kadhja Bonet. One of those things I just found by restlessly browsing through said streaming service for something unique and awesome. Following layers of "you might also like." This record is like a beautiful score musically and evokes this bizarre feeling of being in an old cartoon or something, in a meadow with a smiling sun. You know, that type of music.

One really cool album that impresses me every time I listen to it is Ultraviolet by Kelly Moran. This is usually the type of thing that I like more in theory than in practice. Heavily improvised, experimental music created by modifying a piano. I can't tell you how many experimental/improvisational albums I've purchased because it sounds like it's something I should like (not that I don't like these, I just usually listen to them once or twice and then am never in the mood to pull them back out). This is really cool though. It's accessible. Kind of like Battles, in that it's experimental music that is just catchy to me and I can listen to it whenever. It should be the soundtrack to a horror movie (particularly the track "Helix") except that would be doing a disservice to the music, which stands so strong on its own that I wouldn't want some cheesy visuals trying to keep up.

Kelly Moran "Helix (Edit)"

And the Top 7 Albums of 2018 In My Ears Are:

Or: Why we're here
Or: The word of the year is Relatable.

Why 7? In honor of my beautiful baby, who is my parents' seventh grandchild and whose three names each have seven letters. And also because it is the cutoff for truly killer material that I was able to absorb enough to know was killer.

7. Open Mike Eagle - What Happens When I Try to Relax (buy it!)
It's an EP. But it feels like a new era for Open Mike Eagle (partially because this is the first release of his new record label). The production just seems more...dynamic. But the lyrical cleverness is still there. And a word that shall be used to describe all of the albums on this list is the song that kicks it all off.

Open Mike Eagle "Relatable (Peak OME)"

6. Robyn - Honey
It's delicate. It's a grower. Robyn has grown beyond the sass that has defined much of her sound. But the sincerity is still there, making it particularly relatable. Maybe even moreso than last time around. Robyn is a treasure. Didn't we all miss Robyn? That first track "Missing U" starts off and immediately puts you in the mood for some Robyn jams. Then it quiets down a bit and gets very personal. This might be my favorite track:

Robyn "Because It's In The Music"

5. Troye Sivan - Bloom (buy it!)
Is it weird that I'm ranking this kid above Robyn? I feel a little weird doing it. But Bloom is a very beautiful album that does a lot of the stuff I love about Robyn's music. It's the earnestness in the pop. It makes me feel the way Body Talk made me feel. But make no mistake, this is pure, no-qualifiers-pop. Do I finally "like" pop music? Did I just take the longest journey to come around this way? Maybe I should've given that Ariana Grande album a chance while I was at it! Oh yeah, and it's relatable.

Troye Sivan "Animal"

4. Mitski - Be the Cowboy (buy it!)
Another artist that critics have always loved and I didn't quite spend enough time with. But this time I did! Be the Cowboy is great! All the shifting tones and moods and everything, all the catchiness beyond that, and it's hella relatable. Even as she went less personal than previous albums, it is so universal and it feels like she's singing about herself because it feels like she's singing about all of us.

Mitski "Nobody"

3. Janelle Monae - Dirty Computer
I just deleted a fairly large paragraph I'd written about this. I just listened to the album again and had some things I wanted to say. Monae has always been one of my absolute favorites and anticipation for this album was very high. So it was bound to be a little bit disappointing when there was no jam that hit the highs of some of her older songs such as "Dance Apocalyptic" and "Tightrope." But really, not sure if anyone has hit those highs ever. My initial disappointment was also in its being more accessible than previous efforts. But ironically, it still grew on me. Just in a different way. Easy to love, and a breezier listen than the older albums (not as many ballads, just jam after jam after jam). But the main thing I'm getting to after writing another paragraph worth of nonsense is that this album sounds like freedom. It's got so many great messages of acceptance and love and exercising freedom. And while a couple of the songs have a couple cheesy lines and I still think the closing track is extra cheesy and sounds too happy, it's also perfect for that same reason. It's accessible. And when I saw her perform live this summer (one of the few shows I made it out to this year), it made me a believer in that. It's a message that needs to get out to everyone so it needs to be accessible and relatable to all. No elitism. (And "Django Jane" gets really close to those aforementioned highs)

Janelle Monae "I Like That"

2. U.S. Girls - In A Poem Unlimited
I first heard of U.S. Girls when they did a remix of PRIESTS, a definite standout in 2017. Not that I cared much for the remix. And once I came to streamland, I checked out this album and did not immediately particularly care for it. But then I kept trying. I gave it a bunch of chances. I think I knew there was something there that I had to keep trying. And I put a bunch of the songs on my workout mix. And eventually it paid off. Every song on this album is such a jam, I don't know how I found it so unapproachable before. Something something relatable.

U.S. Girls "M.A.H."

1. serpentwithfeet - soil (buy it!)
When I first asked a friend if he'd heard this album, he said "isn't it kind of weird?" But of course. It is very weird. And maybe it makes up for the rest of my list being dominated by actual pop music. I'm still into weird stuff! It's mostly a capella but has as full of a sound as anything else. The passion that comes through every second of this album was enough to draw me in, first out of curiosity for all the sounds and what they were doing, and then keep me coming back. The intense emotion plays out in a way that anyone who has loved deeply and lost deeply can't help but find it relatable. If you've ever struggled to breathe due to that grief, the sound of all those voices really sounds and feels like a breath of fresh air, and such a release at the same time.

serpentwithfeet "mourning song"

There. Don't I have some great taste in music?!